2012年11月17日星期六

Breath

Yes, this is quite a long time for me didn't write something over here.
I am busy with AIESEC stuff and study.

Today, finally I feel like want write something over here.
A place that can make me breath.
I need a break, take a breath.

I just receive many news in today.
My interns is finally want to continue the project and I know I am going to start a very tough journey.
My MC VP is resigned due to visa problem.
My team is happened something seriously and until now I just know.


Not going to talk the interns problem as I not really clear with what happened .
I don't want comment anything before I know the whole story.

For the second  and third issues, I am kinda sad.
Minerva, MC VP PM , my big boss, she is resigned from her position due to visa problem.
Just now before I back to UUM, I checked my FB , I shocked when I read the post from her.
Minerva, all the best and have a bright future ahead! I will miss u.

My team has 4 people.
4 different type of people.
We argued a lot, we disagree with each others opinion.
We laughed, we degil, we care but we not really show out.
And now, the things is happened.
I am so scare to lose anyone of them.
Don't give up, We gonna pass through it together.
You still have us that always support you.

No doubt, I am tired.
I am tired with this kind of life.
I scare I lost and demotivated.
My OC team is my responsibility but they not really give me full commitment.
I wonder is it my problem, my leadership problem?

Half year left, can I pass through all this and achieve what I want?
I want to achieve what I want but the process is so hard and tired.