我很好

突如其来的袭击，我受不了。

我慌了，我的世界乱了。

把我的部落关了。

我快疯了当我看到熟悉的名字出现在页面。

心痛的不得了。

又羞又怒。

感觉自己的世界被侵犯了。

我需要一个可以让我把我想说都说出来的地方和世界。

我想你应该很难明白那种心情。

当你开会部落，心种的那种颤抖,

当你听回同一首歌，脑海里浮现的画面。

当你看回去自己写的文章，心里觉得自己好笨。

有冲动想把这个部落给删了。

可是，这里有太多回忆了。

下不了手。

快疯掉了。

回忆猖狂的浮现在我的脑海。

那些年，那些日子，那些属于我和你的小事。

我很努力的做工，我很努力地把自己弄到很忙。

我真的很感恩，我遇到了我的同事们。

陪我走过这难过的一个多礼拜。

与他们吵吵闹闹的日子真的好过很多。

体会我，谅解我，开导我，关心我。

家里的人是很担心。

对不起，我说不出怎么了。

别担心了，我没事。

老天爷给我的考验只是比别人多了一些些。

我还撑的住。

想说，我真的没事了。

别问发生什么事，我想说我会说。

所有的事都会过去的。

想对自己是说，

不错嘛，这次这么快就可以没事了。

别再那么笨了。

你值得更好的。

最后想说，我还是会守护我想守护的人。

雨过会天晴的。

Life isn't about waiting the storm to pass,it's about learning to dance in the rain.

Annoy

It is really annoying when my family members keep asking me why you emo.

I know they care and concern me.

But then, please let me alone.

I will be ok after sometime.

I hate and dislike people who ask me this kind of question in front so many peoples.

If you want ask, please ask me privately.

I will feel comfortable.

Don't know why, I feel so insecure now.

I feel like I have no more private place for me to voice out my mind.

My facebook friends list have my almost my family members inside.

Once i post emo status, for sure,the next day,when having meal together,

 they will ask why you emo?

come share with me, we are your listener!

Please la,dont do this again.

I feel annoying.

I din say much because I understand and respect you all.

But please respect me.

My stuff, I can handle myself.

Everyone have their own stuff and sad things.

If I am going to share, I will tell and share.

If I am not going to do so, please dont force me.

Be frank, it is not funny when you all asking me why I am down in the big crowd.

You all seems like not well know me.

Just let me alone sometime and I will be ok.

I can share with you all afterwards but not now.

I am hurt when you guys do so.

I have a thought,  I want remove you all from my friends list.

It is too annoy!

Please dont burden me now.

I need to tidy up many stuff now.

What I need is your support.

Just stand by me as usual .

Dont ask and dont too worry.

I am really ok now.

Please believe me I can settle all the things.

:(

是哭了。

伤心了。

第二次一样的事还是发生了。

最担心的最害怕的还是发生了。

突然觉得自己的人生好好笑。

为什么我会这个样子？

自己真的好笨。

让自己因为同样的东西，受伤两次。

真的不是开玩笑的痛。

我不能一副有事情的样子。

在家人朋友面前还是得嘻嘻哈哈。

面具不得不带。

原谅我，我不希望他人为我担心。

我想自己慢慢的复原。

有一天会没事的。

我讨厌老天爷给我的玩笑。

这个玩笑开不起。

第二次了。

真的累了。

也觉得自己笨了。

梦醒了。

真的痛了。

该抽离了。

HARLO!:D

Alright, 10 days no update for this blog.

Is time for me to write something over here.

As I promised, I will update something about me recently.

1st of all, I am working now,is a part time promoter.

Everyday fold shirts and pants.

* I guess I will be a good house wife in the future! I am well train now!*=D

Everyday chit chat  with the colleagues over there.

They teach me a lot.

They are caring and lovely!:)

One of them, I called him as my DiDi!:)

Actually he is elder than me,now waiting for his master course in USM.

I met him on 3 years ago and now we met again.

Feel so happy about it!:))

He is the one who really teach me a lot.

He shared and he is caring.

Awesome senior!:)

How lucky am I can meet him!:)

Keep contact and all the best!:)

My last day of job is 27th and will work for one more day on 31st!:))

Well, beside this, I am also busy with the @ stuff!:)

Many things need plan and think!://

It is not easy be a leader.

But is worth to learn.

Believe in my choice and enjoy my choice.:)

I wish I can have more interns to interview ar!:)

God bless me !*cross finger*=)

He went to Singapore work le.:)

All the best, dear!:))

I will redeem my starsbuck from you!=p

Please take a very good care there.

Gotta miss you a lot!=(

Meet you after half year!

love you!:)

Alright, I think that is all laaaaaaaaaaa!:)))

Tuan tuan dan puan puan, puas hatiiii?:)

10082012

It is weird .

Really weird.

I dunnoe why I am having this kind of feeling right now.

Jealous, worry.

Damn you.

What happened actually?

No idea!:(

Just keep worry!

I hate myself.
 I know I cant do like this.
I have no stand to do so.
You just keep make me worry you.
Is not funny!:(

I am tired with this.
Can you stop this kind of games?:((

I just wish i can get a hug right now.
I am not good at all.
I wish to have a hug.

I feel suck!:(

You better rpl my msg or find me once u back!:(

Thank You

Thank you for willing to lend me a hand when I need.

You not even ask why and just yes.

I am glad touch that you are so believe me.

I love u!:)

Touch.

I believe and I bet,

In this world, 

I can't find the second person like you.:)

Thanks for everything.

Happiness

A very short update here.

Yes ,my holiday is great over here!:))

I will write more and post the picture on next week!

Tomorrow I will heading to Shah Alam for 30 hours Famine.

My 1st time ever!

God bless me , everything please go smooth!

Now is already August!

One more month, I need go back to UUM!

is too fast la!><

Yes, he is successfully to get a job in Singapore!

Congratulation, dear!:)

Dunnoe what will be happen in the future, all the best to u.

Please always open ur whatsapp and facebook!

Keep contact, ok?

I think Imma seriously going to miss u!:(

Fighting together, and we will meet soon!:)

I am waiting to travel together!:))

I feel happiness is around me!:D