Challenge

Yes, I have been selected as  the OCP of  Tre3 Branch for term 2012/2013.

I know you will ask what is the feeling for getting this post?

When I know this, I feel suck and shit.

Why give me this kind of project?

I D.I.S.L.I.K.E.

I expected if I am part of the MT, I will get OCP but not this issue.

This issue is something that I not get used to be, I dislike, I not confident with.

I found no reason why I am an OCP of this issue.

Honestly,

the reason and feedback I get doesn't make me get persuade and satisfied.

For me, is very surface.

I do believe there is another more stronger reason why I am here.

Someone talked to me, don't ever try to think to QUIT!

There is no way.

Because people have faith on me, they choose me, they believe me.

I have the responsibility to not disappointed them.

Thanks for choosing me.

I feel pressure when I heard people is believe me, have faith on me.

This means, people is expect me to do a good result.

I scare I can't hit the expectation.

I have no confident towards myself.

Don't matter how, the fact for now is  I GET SELECTED!

No choice, I need accept.

CHALLENGE IT!!

I believe there is a reason why GOD arrange this challenge for me.

I might not the best,

I might not the one who is very capable,

I might not good enough.

But I have the passionate to learn.

No doubt, this is a very brand new thing to me.

I will try my very best to do it.

The journey is long and hard,  I will try to enjoy it.

Start from now,

I promise I will try to believe myself.

Actually I am not that worst and I have potential.

I will try to reduce say '' I don't know'' and '' I can't '' .

I will replace those words with I try!=D

I really wish I can do something, I wish I can prove to those person who look down me.

I CAN BE A LEADER!

24/04/2012:

CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!

Sometimes, I am doubt, who can I believe to?

 I am so scare the person who I believe the most and one day betray me.

God, please don't let it happened.=(

23/04/2012

此时此刻，我真的好希望我不用长大。

长达太麻烦了。

长大太难了。

无可否认，我实在怕。

怕什么，自己知道。

我没有那个勇气去面对那未知的未来。

可是，我真的希望，

我可以为了我自己勇敢一次。

就那么一次。

我好像应该把自己收藏得更好了。

世界，你怎么那么复杂！=（

给你=)

人生太短，只有几十年。

不要太过烦了。

做你喜欢做的，做能让你开心的事。=）

简单 快乐 就 够 了。

人生就好像一本故事书。

每新的一章，我们都会遇到不一样的人。

人来人往，缘尽人散。

用你的心去享受整个过程，就够了。

随缘 就好 不强求。=）

不要太执着。

永远这个词太过遥远。

珍惜现在你有的。

我们不知道所谓的永远有多远。

*****

写了一大堆，只想让你只知道，人生可以很简单。=)

当你累了，可以和身边的朋友分享，我相信他们愿意和你分担。

记得爱自己。

我还是很爱你的。=）

别因生活的忙碌，而让自己迷失了。=）

03042012

There is always something can cheer me. =D

It can just in a very simple way.=)

Last night, I just feel great.

Although, I need burn midnight oil for today's paper.

I still feel happy when I did so.

Just because my buddies are doing the same things together with me.

We burn midnight oil together for different purpose at the different places.

You guys are my angel, always cheer me!!!=D

This feel is just great and make me more and more miss them.

We will reunion soon!=))

Yes, my microeconomi is gone.

This paper really suck, I admit I din well prepare but then the question is really hard.

I strongly feel that I may fail this time.

What more I can do?

Fight back in the final.

Besides, this is the 1st time I feel my study is so dangerous.

Arh!!

seems like more hard work needed!=(

God bless me!

I just feel happy when I discover there is somebody who really care me.

It really mean to me.

Thanks for the call.

Maybe it is nothing to you, but to me, it mean a lot.

Thanks for always there to advise and console me.

Last for not least,

I love the chit chat today.

HAHAHAH.

I think you know what am I saying!=)

You have a letter :)

Dear all,

I think you guys will wonder, why you can't open my blog recently? Anything happened on me?Today, I am here to clear your doubt. Yeap, snoopy is fine. Don't worry. I just need some time to digest all the things. I just wish to be alone for some time and I will recover. =D

And now, I can tell you, snoopy is BACK!=D

Previously, yeap, I am too tired. I din take good care on myself . Everything become worst. Is time for me to take a break and restart again. I back to my lovely home and recharged myself. It works.

I think I just need a break and personal time. Just run to some where to relax.=D

I am really fine. I really ok with I din pass the VoC. At least I know I do my best and I go through the whole process. The journey is so long, the chance will have again.=D The most important things is keep moving.Who knows I din pass the VoC is good for me?=D Who knows God is arranged something great for me at behind?=) Let's see.:)

Well, I need say CONGRATULATION to those who get elect!!=D Good job !!

Last but not least, good luck to everyone on the midterm exam and start countdown for HOME SWEET HOME!=D

I am very happy just because I killed one assignment!HAHAH!=)

p/s: This message belongs to someone who I love and care:

1. what happened on u?=D recently so emo? come share share la!=D Don't make me no dare to near u leh.=D I love u and I will always here.

2. Take good care on your study and I will tell you something when we meet!=)

Your Beloved,

snoopy

31032012

0630pm

家

病倒了。

之前身体一直有给讯号了，一直不要去理它。

Project已经够忙了，assignment跟着来。

根本没时间生病。

有句话说，

不得空休息的人，一定得抽点时间生病。

我真的好像符合这句话。

生病真的很难过。

第一次，那么的想家。

想念被妈妈照顾，被妈妈念去喝水，喝凉茶。

就是想回家就对了。

昨天，真的病得还蛮严重的。

发烧了。=.=

第一次，这个样子。

撑着累到不行的身体去上课。

朋友叫我回家算了，当下买了车票回家。

过后，上课去。

也幸亏有去上课，pop quiz。

接下来的课，根本没在听。

我真的辛苦到不行了，甚至吐了。

整天没胃口。

可是就是想吐。

第一次觉得，我真的得休息了。

回家了，感觉真好。

看着妈妈担心的脸，真的很对不起。

我没有好好的照顾自己。

谢谢你愿意在我最需要你的时候在我的身边。

在家的这几天，实在太幸福了。

虽然病了，什么都不能吃。

可是还是觉得太好了。

只想赖在家，不想出门。

真的有休息到。

虽然还是很担心我的功课。=.=

典型的临时抱佛脚，没办法。

我真的很想继续留在家。

家，真好！=)

VoC

我在VoC输了。

这个VoC在一开始就乱了套子。

电脑关了，没了slide，

现场的人开始乱了，自己也乱了套，可是还是强逼自己镇定的讲完。

完全在我预料之外会发生的事情发生了。

难受了，当上最诚实的感觉也出来了。

泪了，真的觉得很对不起自己，对不起一直在支持我的人。

我认为我可以做得更好，很可惜，我做不到。

本来跟自己讲好，一定要做到最好的。

人算不如天算。

我不知道怎么你会知道我出事了。

你发给我的短讯，我看了，泪的更厉害了。

不为什么，只是感觉的真的有人在支持我。

谢谢你，angelababy。=)

我真的很意外。

谢谢当下给我一个很温暖的抱抱的佳恩。

真的在那个时候，我最需要的是那个抱抱。

其实那个时候，我很讨厌我自己控制不了我的情绪。

我讨厌我的失控。

回答问题的环节，没有我想象中的紧张。

享受被人问问题，30秒后回答问题的刺激。

closing speech ，我真的很淡定，也已很开心的心情去讲完。=）

我喜欢我们12个人为了同一件事努力奋斗的感觉。

我喜欢我们12个人互相鼓励，打气。

我喜欢我们每个人讲完后，给彼此最真实的鼓励和祝福。

一路上，有你们真好。

给过了VoC的朋友，Interview 加油啊！！！=）

虽然，我输了，可是我还是很高兴我去试了。

我不会后悔，因为我不认为，我失去了什么。

我经历了整个过程，是累人的，紧张的。

很多人，都一直很关心我。

叫我开心点，没事的。

我想说，我真的没事。

这真的没什么。

跌倒了，站起来再走过。

只是，现在我需要的是说出来。

我很需要找人聊一聊关于整个过程。

他们的越是关心，越让我不敢说出来，我怕大家更加担心我。

说出来，我相信我会真的很好了。

疑惑都会揭开。

我不喜欢大家为我操心。

只是，让我有点时间来沉淀下吧。

也许我用笑容敷衍了你，对不起。

我还需要一些些时间来沉淀。

可是别担心，我真的还好。

亲爱的大家，我没事。

别瞎紧张了。

我是病了，累了，想沉淀而已。

最近我真的太过忙了。

VoC对我真的还好。

我只是需要休息。

说实在的，累翻了

我真的很需要停下来，让自己休息一下。

对不起啊，洁敏， 让你累坏了。

我很想回家，让自己任性的，躲在妈妈的保护层下。

想家了。