26062012

Yes,Imma officially end my SEM 2!

I have no idea how am I finished my SEM 2.

All the exam prepared in the last minute.-.-

I think few of the papers I may be will retake. OMO!@@

God ,please bless me can pass all then will do!

But, don't care, now is HOLIDAY!:)

Turn on the party and holiday mood!:)

I think it will be very busy for me in this few days.

Heading to KL for LEAD conference, NatCon.

I told myself I need to enjoy till maximum!:)

I am ready for that!:)

What I concern is after 12/7,what am i going to do?

Emm, perhaps have any job recommend?

Seriously I need a job to sustain myself!:)

If u have any job to intro, kindly leave a msg here! 

Thanks in advanced!:)

Something to share, 

I am very happy cause I think I did a well job to my leader.

I am happy when I read the email from him.:)

Just very sorry, I cant send it on time for the personal problem.

It is happened to sudden and I cant solve it immediately and drag the others things.

Try to avoid for next time.

Some words to you.

Dear you,

Just be brave in any situation.

You are better than you think.

Be confident on yourself.

You are great.

I will be here at any time.

Inbox me in fb if you need me.

For sure, I will miss you.

Take good care and all the best.

Have a safe trip!:)

Enjoy till maximum yea.

Believe me, nothing to fear.

Just go ahead as you are YOUNG!:)

Last for not least,
To you:
Congratulation.:)
U did a well job and I shall say see you in NatCon or LEAD?
Hahahah!:)
Remind me if you want borrow books from me, kays?
Somehow. I feel like that recently we din talk much?!:)
LOL!

Let See!

And now, I get the answer why I am in the prolong stage.

It is just kinda hurt when I know the reason.

I am wonder what is the measurement tools for the word commitment?

I am not ready?

Let  see for this coming one month.

Challenge accepted.:)

Result

Yes, the MT 12/13 probationary period is come to the end and the result is come out.

I admit I was shock when I see the result.

I am in prolong stage.

For those who under the stage of Prolong, you will have another one month start from today (20^th June until 20^th July) to decide whether or not you can be in Management Team 12/13.

When I read the mail, I was stunned and don't know what kind of reaction should I give.

I feel sad and down.:(

I just notice I really got heart in this job le.

I already decided take up this responsibilities and start plan for my term.

Learn to be leader and ready to be part of MT.

And now, end up with I am in the prolong stage.

I am wonder what is the measurement for this?

Am I din do well in every task that my leader given?

If yes, why he never mail me and give feedback to me?

I feel like what for I work so hard?

People did not appreciate it,so what for I work hard.

I am not sure why want use this kind of management.

It really make peoples fed up and down.

One more month, I will do my best so that I wont regret.

If people want fired me at that time, then I also no much can say .

For those who are in the prolong stage,

STAY TOUGH.

STRIVE HARD for next one month.

WE CAN DO IT IF WE WANT!:)

家

回 家 真 好。

我 永 远 最 好 的 解 药。:)

开心了。


我不知道从几时开始，和你讲话变得那么的难？
是我们的关系变了吗？
不了，也懒了。:)

笨蛋

对不起让自己受伤了。

是的，哭了，痛了，伤了。

可是问题是值得吗，对方知道吗？

最后一次了，下不为例。

像个白痴，一边听歌，一边部落，一边掉泪。

跟自己讲过不可以这个样子，可是好像不行了。

是的，受不了了。

我是没有办法在这个样子继续了。

也许所有的事情该在这里画个清清楚楚的界限了吧？

我讨厌当我开始愿意相信一个人的时候，而他变了个样。

我讨厌敷衍，如果真的不喜欢不要对我敷衍，明讲就是了。

我是个不容易相信人的人，能怎么办，之前的阴影让我不敢向前。

现在走出第一步了，他又给我同样的感觉。

是怎样,我的人生一定要有这样的人啊？

我重视的人，我会真的把心拿出来对待。

我想要的也许只是同等的对待，不过分吧？

我讨厌自己把别人看得那么重，很多时候人家不会同等的对你，可是也怨不得人。

是我太过单纯相信你对我好，我对你好吗？

也许哪一天，我和你变成hi和bye的朋友的时候，想想看你是怎样对待我的真心吧！

我讨厌人家糟蹋了我的真心。

我宁可我一个人也不要这样的对待。

看了一遍星座解说，这个真的很准。

白羊座看似开朗，其实并非如此。我们会难过，伤心，然而真正伤心的我们不会在别人面前哭，除非眼前的人是我们真正在意，依赖的人。若用一种动物形容白羊， 我想那会是刺猬。白羊座的人有着刺猬爱自我防范的精神，只因我们太害怕受伤害。我们真正的心事只跟自己说，倘若真的承受不了，白羊会选择另类方式比如写写 部落格发泄心情，或是静静的沉思调整自己。当然，发泄完毕，我们已把往事抛在脑后，开开心心过一天。我们不爱揭露真正的自己，我们虽有想法，但我们不一定 会表达，因为被别人看透的自己犹如丧失了安全感，因此我们总爱把真正的自己隐藏起来。白羊座的我们看来大咧咧，朋友间也爱拿白羊座的朋友开玩笑，因为他们 总认为白羊座的我们接受玩笑的尺度大，肯定不会在意的。然而，有时候我们嘻嘻哈哈并不代表我们接受，而是我们总希望身边的朋友快乐，所以纵使委屈，我们也 不会抱怨，只有默默承受。

白羊座的我们很重情义，倘若朋友有难，我们势必两肋插刀。白羊座的我们虽然单纯，然而在心里我们有着衡量一个人 的尺度。曾经对于我们有恩惠的人，我们牢牢记在心里，我们或不会马上报恩，然而我们会在行动上报答，感激你。白羊座的我们虽然有很多朋友，然而在我们心中 早有一张真正好友的清单，而且不会很多，因为我们对好友的要求很高，我们不会轻易的把一个朋友列入我们的好友清单里，除非我们打从心底的认为你以诚待人， 不会轻易背叛我们。我们接受不了背着我们说坏话的人，我们由衷的鄙视这一类人，毕竟在我们眼里，那是小人的举动，面对面单挑，我们更乐意。

我是刺猬，我害怕受伤害。

我是个重情义的笨蛋，时常因为这个让自己受伤。

17062012

终于，我暂时从考试中暂时活了过来，睡饱饱了。:)

2个连续的combo真的很够力。

睡眠不足，读完了不知道自己到底记得多少。

硬着头皮去考，最后一张真的很emo。

乱考一场，考完了，才知道有人有questions bank。

才知道是从那里出来的。

只希望我的成绩不要太烂就好。=.=

谢谢你在我不开心的时候，会在适时的出现。

虽然只是短短的一封简讯还是一个call。

很奇怪的，和你讲完话，我会比较没事。

是啊，考试考砸了，大不了再考过。
专心的去应付下一科。
你也要加油，最后一科了，不要乱来。
再多2天，你就考完了,忍忍吧。
有时候，我在想，如果把你从人生中删除，会怎样呢？:)


今天是我的前世情人的大日子。
刚刚打电话回家了，老爸好像很开心。
跟他讲不到两分钟就把电话给妈妈。
老爸，我爱你，明天我回家啦，等我回家吧!:D
有想我吧，我也很想你！=D
我爱你。:D







也许的也许，我们之间有了一道墙。
我讨厌这感觉，以前不是这个样子的。
不要让我回去以前，好吗？
不要把放我在一旁，我会受不了。
等到那天，我受不了，我会自动的离去。
那时你才会察觉到吗？

Mad:/

Yes, Imma officially going to mad!
Omg, why the task never end and become more and more during my combo exam?
Now,11.55am. 9 hours to go , I have another paper to sit.
And I not really prepare well.
I just feel like want go to bang the wall now.

I not wish to drag the process in the department.
I not wish to be the one who always against with you.
I tell you the reason why I cant and I do hope you understand me.
I dont wish to have such sucks exam timetable, but what to do? I need bear with it.
My combo exam have my prasyarat for next sem, I am typical uni student.
Sure, I will focus on my study 1st. I will do the things for you.
I did my best and try to my best to do for you.
But please dun say the words that will make me feel uncomfortable.
That will make me feels guilty. I dislike this .

I really need a long long break.
Just keep playing around.
I am tired and stressed a lot.
I worried everything in this university.

I am wonder how can I pass my sem 2 ?
All last minute work, burn midnight oil, coffee.
Everything that harm to my body, I think I did it.=.=

June, can you move faster?

I need a NORMAL rest!:)