24/07/2012

Recently,

Imma is just keep busy with AIESEC stuff.

It is really not kidding. 

I have tone of stuff need to settle.

I feel tired and pressure!><

What kind of the holiday I have?

Even he also ask me, why your holiday is so busy?!@@

Busy life is happening now.

Sometime, I just feel like want run away from here to go somewhere else to have a short break.

I want go to somewhere else ,go to relax.

Emmm, should really go to plan it before new sem start!:)

I feel you are far from me.

I am worry.

I scare I will lost you.:(

You mean a lot to me.

Insecure.

Worried.

有客至远方来:)

终于啊，我甘愿在这里写写了。

哈哈哈，是忙也懒惰了。=/

我还没打工可是我不明白为什么我好像也很忙。@@

20/07/2012

很开心的一天啊。:)

和Desmond一起带台湾的 AIESECer， Eric 去槟城一日游。

真的很好玩，也很累。

前一天，去看半夜场的spiderman.

第二天七早八早要出门了，带他去走了姓周桥，看壁画，极乐寺，吃著名的小食。

还有，晚上玩完了还去看Batman.

Batman很夸张，整个Island买不到票.

我们回去Pacific买票，幸运地是还有票。

这部戏2.5个小时，是不错看的。

可是，desmond和我真的累坏了。

在前半部戏，真的有睡去。=.=

Eric真的很精神和很感兴趣的在看。

Eric一直在说大马看戏很夸张的便宜，台湾看戏要台币220元。

而且椅子和环境不像这里的那么好。

Eric一直叫我过去台湾GCDP。

朋友，我也想啊。:)

希望我明年能达成啊，明年。

去得成，我一定要把整个台湾都玩完啦。

Eric，到时记得带我去玩。

我要去东华大学，我要去看那个湖！！:D

我要去认识那边的AIESECers。

台湾的AIESECer跟我们真的很不一样。:)

Eric，台湾见！:)

很高兴认识你！:)

也因为连续带他去玩了两天，也夜归了两个晚上，本小姐被禁足了。

老妈生气了，因为我让她担心了。

对不起嘛，又不是故意的.:)

再来，

同一天，

我知道我过了prolong stage。

松了一口气也觉得责任更加大。

只想在有限的时间把我能做的全部都做好。

不知道自己可以去到多远，只能很踏实的把每一步都走好。

享受整个过程，不要抱怨。

我相信我可以。

最后，给现在飞机上的你，

一路顺风啊。

去台湾唱出的属于你青春的诗歌吧。

回来，唱给我听。

你可以的。

珍重。

:)

It is weird.

I don't know why I am so care on one person .

I care him. 

I admit he means a lot to me.

He will be at another country in few more minutes!

Although now he is just go for travel , I feel sucks!

But few weeks later, he is most probably will work over there!

Emm, I am wondering how am going to contact with him!

Nah, dont say me bad la!:)
Safe flight!:)

Many peoples are wondering what is our relationship?

I also not clear but I will say that I like the status between you and me now.

Is comfortable and safe.=)

You make me addicted , and please responsible on it!:p

Promise, always whatsapp me dont matter where you are,kays?:)

IMY

You are the poison of me!:)

5 more days

Finally, I am able to have sometime to write something here after NatCon2012.
I think now I am not going to write about NatCon 2012 but is something about LCPM and my feeling now.

Just now, open facebook.
I saw there in the group post about the arranging for the interview slot.
I scare and I realize now is  15/7/2012.

15/7/2012, this date means what to you?
It definitely means a lot to me.
5 more days, I will have my second interview for my prolong stage.
5 more days for me to prove I am capable and suitable to be part of the team.
5 more days for me to do whatever I wish to do before it is too late.
5 more days, either stay or leave.
5 more days, maybe I no longer in the team.
5 more days, maybe I am the real PD.
5 more days, everything will settle down.

I feel torture now.
No doubt, I feel our team now is bond well and everyone start to know each others more.
And too bad,  5 more days, we need face again.
Leave or stay.
Honestly, I am not willing to leave this team.
I am falling in love with team.
I believe we can do something together.
It is too EARLY to say leave.
I wish to do more things and enjoy the moment with the
I wish to go DA in Penang.
I feel that that is a awesome session, but the rules is u must part of MT.

I love my job now.
I find the way to carry out my job.
I know why am I here and why my team form like this.
But everything maybe will become nothing after 5 more days.


In LCPM, everyone cried badly.
We know each others more.
We listen everyone's story.
We understand their feelings.
We plan hard and play hard!
We just like a big family.
Everyone take care each others.
I just love the feelings.

Will I continue in the team after 5 days?

Honestly I have no ideas!:(

I scare and no dare to think.


The road is not easy but I'm willing to continue it.