5 more days

Finally, I am able to have sometime to write something here after NatCon2012.
I think now I am not going to write about NatCon 2012 but is something about LCPM and my feeling now.

Just now, open facebook.
I saw there in the group post about the arranging for the interview slot.
I scare and I realize now is  15/7/2012.

15/7/2012, this date means what to you?
It definitely means a lot to me.
5 more days, I will have my second interview for my prolong stage.
5 more days for me to prove I am capable and suitable to be part of the team.
5 more days for me to do whatever I wish to do before it is too late.
5 more days, either stay or leave.
5 more days, maybe I no longer in the team.
5 more days, maybe I am the real PD.
5 more days, everything will settle down.

I feel torture now.
No doubt, I feel our team now is bond well and everyone start to know each others more.
And too bad,  5 more days, we need face again.
Leave or stay.
Honestly, I am not willing to leave this team.
I am falling in love with team.
I believe we can do something together.
It is too EARLY to say leave.
I wish to do more things and enjoy the moment with the
I wish to go DA in Penang.
I feel that that is a awesome session, but the rules is u must part of MT.

I love my job now.
I find the way to carry out my job.
I know why am I here and why my team form like this.
But everything maybe will become nothing after 5 more days.


In LCPM, everyone cried badly.
We know each others more.
We listen everyone's story.
We understand their feelings.
We plan hard and play hard!
We just like a big family.
Everyone take care each others.
I just love the feelings.

Will I continue in the team after 5 days?

Honestly I have no ideas!:(

I scare and no dare to think.


The road is not easy but I'm willing to continue it.