Annoy

It is really annoying when my family members keep asking me why you emo.

I know they care and concern me.

But then, please let me alone.

I will be ok after sometime.

I hate and dislike people who ask me this kind of question in front so many peoples.

If you want ask, please ask me privately.

I will feel comfortable.

Don't know why, I feel so insecure now.

I feel like I have no more private place for me to voice out my mind.

My facebook friends list have my almost my family members inside.

Once i post emo status, for sure,the next day,when having meal together,

 they will ask why you emo?

come share with me, we are your listener!

Please la,dont do this again.

I feel annoying.

I din say much because I understand and respect you all.

But please respect me.

My stuff, I can handle myself.

Everyone have their own stuff and sad things.

If I am going to share, I will tell and share.

If I am not going to do so, please dont force me.

Be frank, it is not funny when you all asking me why I am down in the big crowd.

You all seems like not well know me.

Just let me alone sometime and I will be ok.

I can share with you all afterwards but not now.

I am hurt when you guys do so.

I have a thought,  I want remove you all from my friends list.

It is too annoy!

Please dont burden me now.

I need to tidy up many stuff now.

What I need is your support.

Just stand by me as usual .

Dont ask and dont too worry.

I am really ok now.

Please believe me I can settle all the things.

:(

是哭了。

伤心了。

第二次一样的事还是发生了。

最担心的最害怕的还是发生了。

突然觉得自己的人生好好笑。

为什么我会这个样子？

自己真的好笨。

让自己因为同样的东西，受伤两次。

真的不是开玩笑的痛。

我不能一副有事情的样子。

在家人朋友面前还是得嘻嘻哈哈。

面具不得不带。

原谅我，我不希望他人为我担心。

我想自己慢慢的复原。

有一天会没事的。

我讨厌老天爷给我的玩笑。

这个玩笑开不起。

第二次了。

真的累了。

也觉得自己笨了。

梦醒了。

真的痛了。

该抽离了。

HARLO!:D

Alright, 10 days no update for this blog.

Is time for me to write something over here.

As I promised, I will update something about me recently.

1st of all, I am working now,is a part time promoter.

Everyday fold shirts and pants.

* I guess I will be a good house wife in the future! I am well train now!*=D

Everyday chit chat  with the colleagues over there.

They teach me a lot.

They are caring and lovely!:)

One of them, I called him as my DiDi!:)

Actually he is elder than me,now waiting for his master course in USM.

I met him on 3 years ago and now we met again.

Feel so happy about it!:))

He is the one who really teach me a lot.

He shared and he is caring.

Awesome senior!:)

How lucky am I can meet him!:)

Keep contact and all the best!:)

My last day of job is 27th and will work for one more day on 31st!:))

Well, beside this, I am also busy with the @ stuff!:)

Many things need plan and think!://

It is not easy be a leader.

But is worth to learn.

Believe in my choice and enjoy my choice.:)

I wish I can have more interns to interview ar!:)

God bless me !*cross finger*=)

He went to Singapore work le.:)

All the best, dear!:))

I will redeem my starsbuck from you!=p

Please take a very good care there.

Gotta miss you a lot!=(

Meet you after half year!

love you!:)

Alright, I think that is all laaaaaaaaaaa!:)))

Tuan tuan dan puan puan, puas hatiiii?:)

10082012

It is weird .

Really weird.

I dunnoe why I am having this kind of feeling right now.

Jealous, worry.

Damn you.

What happened actually?

No idea!:(

Just keep worry!

I hate myself.
 I know I cant do like this.
I have no stand to do so.
You just keep make me worry you.
Is not funny!:(

I am tired with this.
Can you stop this kind of games?:((

I just wish i can get a hug right now.
I am not good at all.
I wish to have a hug.

I feel suck!:(

You better rpl my msg or find me once u back!:(

Thank You

Thank you for willing to lend me a hand when I need.

You not even ask why and just yes.

I am glad touch that you are so believe me.

I love u!:)

Touch.

I believe and I bet,

In this world, 

I can't find the second person like you.:)

Thanks for everything.

Happiness

A very short update here.

Yes ,my holiday is great over here!:))

I will write more and post the picture on next week!

Tomorrow I will heading to Shah Alam for 30 hours Famine.

My 1st time ever!

God bless me , everything please go smooth!

Now is already August!

One more month, I need go back to UUM!

is too fast la!><

Yes, he is successfully to get a job in Singapore!

Congratulation, dear!:)

Dunnoe what will be happen in the future, all the best to u.

Please always open ur whatsapp and facebook!

Keep contact, ok?

I think Imma seriously going to miss u!:(

Fighting together, and we will meet soon!:)

I am waiting to travel together!:))

I feel happiness is around me!:D