Challenge

Yes, I have been selected as  the OCP of  Tre3 Branch for term 2012/2013.

I know you will ask what is the feeling for getting this post?

When I know this, I feel suck and shit.

Why give me this kind of project?

I D.I.S.L.I.K.E.

I expected if I am part of the MT, I will get OCP but not this issue.

This issue is something that I not get used to be, I dislike, I not confident with.

I found no reason why I am an OCP of this issue.

Honestly,

the reason and feedback I get doesn't make me get persuade and satisfied.

For me, is very surface.

I do believe there is another more stronger reason why I am here.

Someone talked to me, don't ever try to think to QUIT!

There is no way.

Because people have faith on me, they choose me, they believe me.

I have the responsibility to not disappointed them.

Thanks for choosing me.

I feel pressure when I heard people is believe me, have faith on me.

This means, people is expect me to do a good result.

I scare I can't hit the expectation.

I have no confident towards myself.

Don't matter how, the fact for now is  I GET SELECTED!

No choice, I need accept.

CHALLENGE IT!!

I believe there is a reason why GOD arrange this challenge for me.

I might not the best,

I might not the one who is very capable,

I might not good enough.

But I have the passionate to learn.

No doubt, this is a very brand new thing to me.

I will try my very best to do it.

The journey is long and hard,  I will try to enjoy it.

Start from now,

I promise I will try to believe myself.

Actually I am not that worst and I have potential.

I will try to reduce say '' I don't know'' and '' I can't '' .

I will replace those words with I try!=D

I really wish I can do something, I wish I can prove to those person who look down me.

I CAN BE A LEADER!

24/04/2012:

CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!

Sometimes, I am doubt, who can I believe to?

 I am so scare the person who I believe the most and one day betray me.

God, please don't let it happened.=(

23/04/2012

此时此刻，我真的好希望我不用长大。

长达太麻烦了。

长大太难了。

无可否认，我实在怕。

怕什么，自己知道。

我没有那个勇气去面对那未知的未来。

可是，我真的希望，

我可以为了我自己勇敢一次。

就那么一次。

我好像应该把自己收藏得更好了。

世界，你怎么那么复杂！=（

给你=)

人生太短，只有几十年。

不要太过烦了。

做你喜欢做的，做能让你开心的事。=）

简单 快乐 就 够 了。

人生就好像一本故事书。

每新的一章，我们都会遇到不一样的人。

人来人往，缘尽人散。

用你的心去享受整个过程，就够了。

随缘 就好 不强求。=）

不要太执着。

永远这个词太过遥远。

珍惜现在你有的。

我们不知道所谓的永远有多远。

*****

写了一大堆，只想让你只知道，人生可以很简单。=)

当你累了，可以和身边的朋友分享，我相信他们愿意和你分担。

记得爱自己。

我还是很爱你的。=）

别因生活的忙碌，而让自己迷失了。=）

03042012

There is always something can cheer me. =D

It can just in a very simple way.=)

Last night, I just feel great.

Although, I need burn midnight oil for today's paper.

I still feel happy when I did so.

Just because my buddies are doing the same things together with me.

We burn midnight oil together for different purpose at the different places.

You guys are my angel, always cheer me!!!=D

This feel is just great and make me more and more miss them.

We will reunion soon!=))

Yes, my microeconomi is gone.

This paper really suck, I admit I din well prepare but then the question is really hard.

I strongly feel that I may fail this time.

What more I can do?

Fight back in the final.

Besides, this is the 1st time I feel my study is so dangerous.

Arh!!

seems like more hard work needed!=(

God bless me!

I just feel happy when I discover there is somebody who really care me.

It really mean to me.

Thanks for the call.

Maybe it is nothing to you, but to me, it mean a lot.

Thanks for always there to advise and console me.

Last for not least,

I love the chit chat today.

HAHAHAH.

I think you know what am I saying!=)