24/07/2012

Recently,

Imma is just keep busy with AIESEC stuff.

It is really not kidding. 

I have tone of stuff need to settle.

I feel tired and pressure!><

What kind of the holiday I have?

Even he also ask me, why your holiday is so busy?!@@

Busy life is happening now.

Sometime, I just feel like want run away from here to go somewhere else to have a short break.

I want go to somewhere else ,go to relax.

Emmm, should really go to plan it before new sem start!:)

I feel you are far from me.

I am worry.

I scare I will lost you.:(

You mean a lot to me.

Insecure.

Worried.

有客至远方来:)

终于啊，我甘愿在这里写写了。

哈哈哈，是忙也懒惰了。=/

我还没打工可是我不明白为什么我好像也很忙。@@

20/07/2012

很开心的一天啊。:)

和Desmond一起带台湾的 AIESECer， Eric 去槟城一日游。

真的很好玩，也很累。

前一天，去看半夜场的spiderman.

第二天七早八早要出门了，带他去走了姓周桥，看壁画，极乐寺，吃著名的小食。

还有，晚上玩完了还去看Batman.

Batman很夸张，整个Island买不到票.

我们回去Pacific买票，幸运地是还有票。

这部戏2.5个小时，是不错看的。

可是，desmond和我真的累坏了。

在前半部戏，真的有睡去。=.=

Eric真的很精神和很感兴趣的在看。

Eric一直在说大马看戏很夸张的便宜，台湾看戏要台币220元。

而且椅子和环境不像这里的那么好。

Eric一直叫我过去台湾GCDP。

朋友，我也想啊。:)

希望我明年能达成啊，明年。

去得成，我一定要把整个台湾都玩完啦。

Eric，到时记得带我去玩。

我要去东华大学，我要去看那个湖！！:D

我要去认识那边的AIESECers。

台湾的AIESECer跟我们真的很不一样。:)

Eric，台湾见！:)

很高兴认识你！:)

也因为连续带他去玩了两天，也夜归了两个晚上，本小姐被禁足了。

老妈生气了，因为我让她担心了。

对不起嘛，又不是故意的.:)

再来，

同一天，

我知道我过了prolong stage。

松了一口气也觉得责任更加大。

只想在有限的时间把我能做的全部都做好。

不知道自己可以去到多远，只能很踏实的把每一步都走好。

享受整个过程，不要抱怨。

我相信我可以。

最后，给现在飞机上的你，

一路顺风啊。

去台湾唱出的属于你青春的诗歌吧。

回来，唱给我听。

你可以的。

珍重。

:)

It is weird.

I don't know why I am so care on one person .

I care him. 

I admit he means a lot to me.

He will be at another country in few more minutes!

Although now he is just go for travel , I feel sucks!

But few weeks later, he is most probably will work over there!

Emm, I am wondering how am going to contact with him!

Nah, dont say me bad la!:)
Safe flight!:)

Many peoples are wondering what is our relationship?

I also not clear but I will say that I like the status between you and me now.

Is comfortable and safe.=)

You make me addicted , and please responsible on it!:p

Promise, always whatsapp me dont matter where you are,kays?:)

IMY

You are the poison of me!:)

5 more days

Finally, I am able to have sometime to write something here after NatCon2012.
I think now I am not going to write about NatCon 2012 but is something about LCPM and my feeling now.

Just now, open facebook.
I saw there in the group post about the arranging for the interview slot.
I scare and I realize now is  15/7/2012.

15/7/2012, this date means what to you?
It definitely means a lot to me.
5 more days, I will have my second interview for my prolong stage.
5 more days for me to prove I am capable and suitable to be part of the team.
5 more days for me to do whatever I wish to do before it is too late.
5 more days, either stay or leave.
5 more days, maybe I no longer in the team.
5 more days, maybe I am the real PD.
5 more days, everything will settle down.

I feel torture now.
No doubt, I feel our team now is bond well and everyone start to know each others more.
And too bad,  5 more days, we need face again.
Leave or stay.
Honestly, I am not willing to leave this team.
I am falling in love with team.
I believe we can do something together.
It is too EARLY to say leave.
I wish to do more things and enjoy the moment with the
I wish to go DA in Penang.
I feel that that is a awesome session, but the rules is u must part of MT.

I love my job now.
I find the way to carry out my job.
I know why am I here and why my team form like this.
But everything maybe will become nothing after 5 more days.


In LCPM, everyone cried badly.
We know each others more.
We listen everyone's story.
We understand their feelings.
We plan hard and play hard!
We just like a big family.
Everyone take care each others.
I just love the feelings.

Will I continue in the team after 5 days?

Honestly I have no ideas!:(

I scare and no dare to think.


The road is not easy but I'm willing to continue it.

26062012

Yes,Imma officially end my SEM 2!

I have no idea how am I finished my SEM 2.

All the exam prepared in the last minute.-.-

I think few of the papers I may be will retake. OMO!@@

God ,please bless me can pass all then will do!

But, don't care, now is HOLIDAY!:)

Turn on the party and holiday mood!:)

I think it will be very busy for me in this few days.

Heading to KL for LEAD conference, NatCon.

I told myself I need to enjoy till maximum!:)

I am ready for that!:)

What I concern is after 12/7,what am i going to do?

Emm, perhaps have any job recommend?

Seriously I need a job to sustain myself!:)

If u have any job to intro, kindly leave a msg here! 

Thanks in advanced!:)

Something to share, 

I am very happy cause I think I did a well job to my leader.

I am happy when I read the email from him.:)

Just very sorry, I cant send it on time for the personal problem.

It is happened to sudden and I cant solve it immediately and drag the others things.

Try to avoid for next time.

Some words to you.

Dear you,

Just be brave in any situation.

You are better than you think.

Be confident on yourself.

You are great.

I will be here at any time.

Inbox me in fb if you need me.

For sure, I will miss you.

Take good care and all the best.

Have a safe trip!:)

Enjoy till maximum yea.

Believe me, nothing to fear.

Just go ahead as you are YOUNG!:)

Last for not least,
To you:
Congratulation.:)
U did a well job and I shall say see you in NatCon or LEAD?
Hahahah!:)
Remind me if you want borrow books from me, kays?
Somehow. I feel like that recently we din talk much?!:)
LOL!

Let See!

And now, I get the answer why I am in the prolong stage.

It is just kinda hurt when I know the reason.

I am wonder what is the measurement tools for the word commitment?

I am not ready?

Let  see for this coming one month.

Challenge accepted.:)

Result

Yes, the MT 12/13 probationary period is come to the end and the result is come out.

I admit I was shock when I see the result.

I am in prolong stage.

For those who under the stage of Prolong, you will have another one month start from today (20^th June until 20^th July) to decide whether or not you can be in Management Team 12/13.

When I read the mail, I was stunned and don't know what kind of reaction should I give.

I feel sad and down.:(

I just notice I really got heart in this job le.

I already decided take up this responsibilities and start plan for my term.

Learn to be leader and ready to be part of MT.

And now, end up with I am in the prolong stage.

I am wonder what is the measurement for this?

Am I din do well in every task that my leader given?

If yes, why he never mail me and give feedback to me?

I feel like what for I work so hard?

People did not appreciate it,so what for I work hard.

I am not sure why want use this kind of management.

It really make peoples fed up and down.

One more month, I will do my best so that I wont regret.

If people want fired me at that time, then I also no much can say .

For those who are in the prolong stage,

STAY TOUGH.

STRIVE HARD for next one month.

WE CAN DO IT IF WE WANT!:)