13012012

I keep telling myself don't cry, nobody will help me even I tear.

So what for I cry?

But, I am fail, I cry.

I hate myself always be the one who take the initiative.

I hate myself always be the one who hurt and cry.

I hate myself always be the one cry alone and not willing share to others.

I hate myself always let myself get hurt!

I don't know why I always like this.

I wish to share but I don't know who is the correct person.

I scare I will disturb others and start relay on one person.

Actually I am scare there is a person who very well know on me.

I don't know why I scare.

I am the one who always care on others.

But sometimes, I also need people care.

I also need people motivate me to continue my things and journey.

I always hope there is someone there who always support me and there for me.

I am not greedy,one is enough.

Just now I am received a call, thank you for warm me.

When I am down, thank you for motivate up me.

To u:

Thank you for finding me chat tonight.

I am wondering why u noe smtg happened on me?

This is what I need.

Thank you for willing do it so.

You warm me.

I will try to change myself.

Thank you for you are here.

Tonight ,I think I really take a big courages to tell you the things.

Thank you!=)